By the end of 10 th grade, Chloé and I were inseparable. She lived in a neighbouring town so we didn’t see each other often on weekends. That summer, I spent a lot of time with Matthieu, Janice, and my cousin Sally came up for a few weeks to visit her Aunt Maeve. I also met a really cute guy and we started dating that June. I couldn’t believe I had a boyfriend, Rick; he was a signer in a band and wrote original songs - inspired by from The Cure and I was IN LOVE! When I met Rick, I noticed my hormones kicking-in to overdrive and I became absolutely obsessed with seeing Rick and spending every waking moment together just hanging out and holding hands. One of our favourite spots was laying down on the reservoir and just watching the clouds go by as we talked, listened to songs on a shared Walkman, smoked cigarettes and drank slushies. He helped me feel very much at ease; he was easy to talk to, attended a different high school so him having a different circle of friends allowed me t...
"Don't Shame the Family" is the story of how I came to have and live with PTSD. I promise to be as honest and transparent as I can with my own feelings and actions regardless of how humiliated I may feel. If my blog helps one person break the cycle of abuse and realize they're not alone, I will have succeeded.